NIKI《Lose》[FLAC/MP3-320K]

I will never know if you love me

我永远都不会知晓你是否真的爱我

Or my company, but I don’t mind

或许需要我的陪伴 但我并不在乎

Coz I ain’t tryna be the one

因为我从未奢求成为你命中注定的那个人

Been through this a thousand times

历经千辛万苦

I don’t need to take your heart,

我无需获得你的真心

You keep yours, I’ll keep mine

我们互相做好自己 各自安好

All I really know is when I’m lonely

我仅仅知道当我形单影只的时候

I hate that I’m lonely,

我厌弃这种孤独感

And that’s why I let you in,

这也是我为何让你闯入我心扉

And maybe in another life

或许在另一种生活之中

We fight all day, kiss all night

我们会整日争执不休 但又于夜晚亲密缠绵亲吻

But I don’t wanna break your heart,

但我并不想令你心伤

You keep yours, I’ll keep mine

我们互相做好自己 各自安好

I know

我知晓

We know better so,

我们都很清楚

We’d both better go

我们还是互相释怀吧

I don’t need a reason

我并不需要理由

To keep on dreamin’

去沉醉幻想着

That we don’t lose, yeah what’s the use?

我们并未输于感情的比赛 可有什么用呢

I don’t need a reason

我并不需要理由

To keep on dreamin’, oh

去沉醉幻想着

That we can win at anything at all

我们终修成正果

Am I the only one who sees right through this?

我是唯一看穿一切的人吗？

Yeah all this bulls**t, don’t play me for no fool

只不过是废话一桩 别拿来糊弄我

Yeah you don’t gotta lose your mind, every time

每次就算我不给你打电话

I don’t call

你也不会因此失去理智

And I should never have to win your love

我本不该追求你的爱

Then hate myself when I don’t, oh, oh

但内心因此若有所失时 总是懊恼不已

Fickle as you are,

你变化无常

That’s exactly why I keep on running back

所以我继续返回你的身旁

Coz I’m brittle at the parts

因为我是如此脆弱不堪

Where I wish I were strong

我多么希望自己内心更加坚强

And maybe when you need my help, I like myself

或许当你需要我的帮助的时候

When it’s over

帮助后我会内心更加自信

But later in the light, you go dark and rogue,

但之后光辉之下你却愈渐暗沉

And I need closure

我需要做个了结

And I know,

我知道

Whatever this is ain’t love

无论如何这都不是爱

So I’m goin’

所以我选择离开

I’m gonna let you go, let you go

我也选择让你离开我

I don’t need a reason

我并不需要理由

To keep on dreamin’

去沉醉幻想着

That we don't lose, yeah what’s the use?

我们并未输于感情的比赛 可有什么用呢

I don’t need a reason

我并不需要理由

To keep on dreamin’

去沉醉幻想着

That I can win this stupid thing called love

自己会获得这份愚昧的爱